lagi, air mata itu tumpah.
tumpah untuk alasan yang sama, tumpah membawa kesedihan yang sama.

benci rasanya harus membasahi kelopak mata serta wajah ini.

lelah, lelah dengan kegelisahan dan ketakutan. namun sulit untuk dihalau.
lelah menjadi cengeng. namun sulit rasanya menjadi tegar.

namun aku tahu di balik setiap kesedihan, setiap rintihan dalam kesakitan,
ada pelangi keindahan yang menanti...

biarlah gelisah ini tidak menular pada yang lain, pada mereka yang ku sayang..

A derp who likes french-kissing her flute and massaging le piano. I kid, I kid. But I am a musician... still a student though. I am addicted to melon milk, coffee, Zooey Deschanel, reading about cryptology and horror and gory manga. I like taking photos every fucking time. Favorite color is brown, the color of earth and chocolates. Books are my best friends. The only time they betrayed me was when I thought an author was female then it turns out to be, aloha, male. Enclosed spaces are cozy; I'm weird like that. And oh, I have a tiny puppy named Sushi who rolls on its back every time I refuse to put down its milk bowl.